Sunday, October 19th, 2008
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3:20 am - I think...
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just maybe...
possibly...
the pity party might be over
...but don't quote me on that.
Gotta be some kind of world record though, a 4 year party, wow.
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1:48 am
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so I'm in Deland until Monday, yay me. As soon as I got here my parents went out of town. Lame.
I'm mostly here to visit my friend who just graduated from the Marines, but he has no cell phone right now since he just got out of boot camp, so finding him is proving to be a bit difficult, who would have thought I couldn't find someone in Deland? It is supposed to be a small town.
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Thursday, October 16th, 2008
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9:27 pm
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Wednesday, October 8th, 2008
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8:09 pm
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so I got A's on all four of my exams...yay me
I also bought a cat harness and leash for Artemis today, she chased lizards around the yard and had a great time, not so much actual walking took place though, I am trying to figure out how to train her...
Sam bought her a lazer, she is so spoiled...
Also if I'm doing so well in school, and I really like my new job, why am I still feeling so lonely and sad? I think that I'm going to go to the movies tonight, by myself. I have never done that. I wish I knew how to make friends, I think that I forgot after high school.
current mood:  discontent
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Monday, October 6th, 2008
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6:18 pm - hey Jody
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Friday, October 3rd, 2008
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8:49 pm
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I made iced pumpkin cookies last night, the house smelled like pumpkins. They turned out more like little cakes, but very very yummy.
I have been bitten by the baking bug...and the alliteration ant. haha I laugh at my own jokes.
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Tuesday, September 30th, 2008
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8:19 pm - Butterflies apparently take up a ton of time...
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I find it extremely ironic when people yell at you for something and then turn around and do it to you, even if it is years later.
on an unrelated note: I need your new address Jody, so that I can send you things and then have you not check your mail.
my kitten is a whole 3 pounds now, yay kitten, she has also started cutting her adult teeth, which means she bites a lot...very hard.
Also I'm wondering why it has taken my GRE test prep book more than a month to get here (it is still not here) when I ordered it from Amazon, isn't amazon supposed to be reliable?
Does anyone know of a very good apple crisp recipe? cooler weather makes me want to bake things. I am making chili tonight.
current mood:  blah
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Tuesday, September 16th, 2008
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3:39 pm
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so the other day my kitten fell off the ledge. I have a loft apartment and the top story overlooks the bottom story. It is like a 15 foot drop and I try not to let her up on the ledge to begin with, but she got up there and then I thought she'd balance cause she's a cat. No such luck, she apparently hasn't mastered the "cats can balance" idea since she is still a baby. She fell off and landed on my coffee table with a very loud THUD! I freaked out and checked her over but she seemed ok. I have been watching her for a few days and she is still fine. Cats are resilient. Scared the crap out of me though.
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2008
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7:45 pm
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so I finally quit Subway. After two years I'm only making $7.75 and that is just pathetic. My new job is going to START me at 7.75 and give me a raise in January. See subway? That is how you handle employees! Reward them for staying with the company and doing a good job. Anyway so after being with all these people for two years and making friendships and all, what do my managers and half my coworkers do when they hear that I put in my two weeks? They give me the silent treatment. Literally. Didn't say two words to me all day. It was so childish and pathetic and it really made me feel great about leaving. Seriously if you are so pathetic as to not even say good luck or even to ask me why I'm leaving then that is your own problem.
it just bugs me when people prove themselves to be as terrible as I believe that people are. I didn't used to assume that all people suck, but nowadays I just can't help it. People mostly all suck.
current mood:  frustrated
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Tuesday, August 12th, 2008
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6:19 pm - everyone say awww!
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this is my new kitten, I think her name will be Meera, but I haven't quite decided 100%
suggestions?
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Tuesday, August 5th, 2008
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11:42 pm
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I spent one day in Deland with Sam to get my permanent license plate...to the tune of $230 (ouch!)
Then we went to Ikea in Orlando...it was SOOOOOO awesome! I can't even begin to say how cool the store was. We got a coffee table, a lamp, and two mirrors that are like wavy and look awesome together. All for cheaps! All of it cost like $90. Ikea rocks and everyone should go.
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Friday, June 20th, 2008
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6:04 pm - nostalgia
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I had a dream that I was watching Eddie play football last night, then I read people's journals and it seems like this summer is a summer of nostalgia so I guess I'm right on target. However, I think that for the most part high school relationships are best left buried. Digging them up just causes all these weird emotions and disruptions in our otherwise ok lives. You find out that someone is dating someone and screwing someone else, someone is still dating someone that screwed someone else, someone is going to screw you in more ways than one, etc. None of that is too fun sounding in my opinion. But maybe I'm just biased because my last year of high school was so horrendous that it caused me to attempt suicide and emotionally spiral downward for the next two years. Maybe that's just me.
I saw this commercial for a tv show that takes all your high school classmates when you're like 40 and puts you all on an island together and I shuddered in horror. That would be such a nightmare come true. Some bitches would die I know that much.
So this is a public service announcement I guess, if someone hasn't talked to you since high school, why start now? Why are THEY starting now, after so long? Why weren't you important enough to talk to back then but are suddenly so interesting now? Ask yourself why you want to talk to them. Is it pure nostalgia? curiosity? rekindling a relationship that probably died for good reason? an attempt to recapture days gone by when you were young and didn't have to pay rent? Or is it the sheer terror of impending college graduation and the ever-present threat of entering the "real world" that is scaring you to death? Try also to remember how you felt about this person when you were forced to be around them every day of your life and not how you feel about them now. Was the person a total bitch/asshole to you? Did they cheat off of you (or ON you?) Did they shun your for a "better" group of friends? Did they somehow ruin your life? Did they annoy the hell out of you? Did they leave nasty messages in your yearbook? Did they stand you up at prom? Did they repeatedly lie to your face? Did they ever make you cry? If you answered yes to any of these questions do yourself a favor and just say NO to reopening a can of worms best left sealed in a time capsule somewhere. People don't change, if they were a backstabbing lying cheating asshole/bitch then they probably still are now. And if you've already made the mistake of making contact, put a stop to it asap, for your own good. Engage in retail therapy if needed. Call your real friends, go out and do something fun, try to remember why your life now is awesome (no curfew!) instead of why your life back then was so much better.
Also if you have one of the rare "good" relationships with old high school buddies (Eddie, Sean, Jody) keep it, hold on to it, cherish it. This person is special and you need them in your life. Thanks for being my bestest best friend Jody, love ya girl.
current mood:  nostalgic
current music: Eve6-Here's to the night
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5:46 pm
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Sunday, May 4th, 2008
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12:34 am - final grades are in
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Thursday, April 17th, 2008
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9:39 pm
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I am in a GOOD mood!
I had a dream last night that I had to go to some formal dinner thing with my sister and we got out all my old prom dresses and I still fit into them! Not only fit but fit better than I did before and the dresses themselves looked much more amazing too. It was a great dream. Sam didn't get why, but I'm sure the girls out there do.
current music: The Decemberists
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Friday, April 4th, 2008
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11:28 pm - because I feel like bragging about it
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the grades on my last six or so tests starting with the most recent:
94
90.5
90
100
100
95
...go...me!
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Thursday, April 3rd, 2008
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10:09 pm - just to give everyone a nice warm fuzzy feeling
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yeorga: I'm not blaming you
yeorga: I'm just saying that I have other things now
yeorga: you're not my only friend
G: Indeed. There are many plates, all of which need attending to
G: You're my only friend
yeorga: no I'm not
yeorga: you have like fifty times more friends than I have
G: And I know their collective net worth to the dime
yeorga: I never said I wouldn't see the movie with you ever
G: But you, you're different
G: Worthless
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Tuesday, March 4th, 2008
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12:30 pm
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pet fees suck. So much for that ferret idea.
they charge $250 and $25 a month for a pet, even if it is in a cage (except for birds) why not birds!? Birds are really dirty and they have a lot of dander and stuff too. Whatever, why does having a pet have to be so expensive?
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Sunday, February 3rd, 2008
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10:13 pm
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Sean, that was probably the best football game I've ever seen in my whole life. Go Giants!
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Monday, December 10th, 2007
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9:07 pm - Just a little bragging...
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so I got my final grades (all except for Spanish)
Applied Behavioral Analysis: 198/200 total points
Personality Psychology: 196/200 total points
Psychology of Suicide: 509/500 total points (extra credit in there)
so three A+'s! yay!
Hope everyone elses finals are going well for them.
current mood:  happy
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